whataweek

finally, another week past. whew!!

masaya pa naman sa work. although some of my start group already decided they will be resigning this year. ako, hindi pa siguuro.

my week was mostly focused on my work in the office. a few laughs, some enjoyment and deep down struggles. well..thats life after all. we can never expect what it would give us. maybe happiness..maybe depression... the important thing is to learn from them and move on with life.

work is quite easy this week. just assigned some work to the newbies and some to the old members. i can say theres not a lot of things to do except to wait for sign offs. by the way, that's part of our new procedure since we've been getting these tons of complains from the U.S.

inaamin ko, maraming akong mali, since i was the one acting as lead. i can say ang mali ko dun ay naging maluwag ako. i dont wanna blame anyone for these returns. hindi ko ugali un.

one downside of this week was my fight with this girl. ayaw ko na sana alalahain uli un pero ndi mawala sa isip ko. especially pag may sama ng loob syo ang isang tao. because of this, a GAP between me and her suddenly emerged . a gap that keeps me away from talking to her, or even being with her. feeling ko kasi ang sama sama ng loob niya sa akin. and pag iwas lang ang nagiging takbuhan ko. we've talked, pero im sure hindi maaaliis sa kanya un..kahit sinabi pa nya na ok na kami.

she has always been a close friend for me. actually more than that. more than friends.

she did broke my heart in the past, pero im sure, in myself, mahal ko pa rin sya. i hope things would be better the next time i see her.